Mexican
Hitchhiker, 1988 ©
by
Matthew A. Nelson
July, 1996
“You need to take the Bronco and go someplace. I don’t
want you sitting around for three days saying, ‘Gee, I wish I had gone
somewhere’.” After almost sixteen years of marriage, Karoline recognized the
restlessness in my soul hated staying home on three-day weekends. The Memorial
Day weekend was approaching. Why not go visit my friend Dave Honea and his wife
Jean in Austin? “Matt, we are going to Nuevo Laredo. Why don’t you join us for
dinner on Saturday at 7 PM at the Cadillac Bar and Grill?”
Sounded
good to me. With a couple of oranges, some graham crackers, some drinking
water, beef jerky, I headed West in my nine-month old Bronco. The Houston area
is too humid, too coastal, too much of East Texas. My Western heritage needed
to be revitalized. Wide open spaces. Mesquite trees (or bushes). No cars for
miles, on a two-lane highway. Laredo is about six hours from my house. I found
a place to park the Bronco, and walked across the International Bridge, because
I didn’t feel comfortable about driving into Mexico.
Old
women and dirty children and crippled men and others tugged at the heartstrings
with their begging on the bridge street. I always have mixed emotions about
beggars. I know that I am better off, but I wonder how many of them use the
heartstrings to make a substantial living. If you give one coin, then all of a
sudden you are the Pied Piper. I feel guilty when I don’t give, but I sometimes
feel conned when I do. I wandered the streets of Nuevo Laredo for an hour
before going to the Cadillac Bar and Grill. It is a few blocks away from the
bridge, so the beggars had thinned, and I was long forgotten as the vendors of
leather goods, cheap booze and cigarettes, and black velvet paintings were
hustling the latest people who had just walked over the bridge.
I
met Dave on my first trip to the South Pole. We have shared meals at the
galleys of the South Pole and McMurdo, Antarctica, at the Auckland, New Zealand
airport, in Austin, and with this meal, in Mexico. His wife is an expert on
Arctic archeology. They have Wintered-over in McMurdo, and have spent a few
years in Alaska. Dave has travelled to Mexico several times to explore caves.
He sent me a photograph himself on a salmon fishing trip in Alaska that could
be on the cover of Field and Stream. After our meal, we listened to a Mexican
Band in a park, watching young men trying to impress their girlfriends. I left
Dave and Jean there about 9 PM, walked across the Bridge back to the Bronco,
thinking about where to go for the next two days.
As
I recall, I headed West, but without a particular destination in mind. I drove
for about three hours, until I found some cheap motel to spend the night. I
almost slept in the Bronco. It wouldn’t be the first, nor will it be the last
time, but when I do sleep overnight in a vehicle, I always wake up feeling
grungy, and hate my own smell the rest of the day. So, I tend to find cheap
motels where I can take a shower. Of course, there have been some motels that I
would have been better off sleeping in the Bronco.
Sunday
at Noon, I tied the Bronco to the hitching post at Judge Roy Bean’s saloon in
Langtry, half expecting the Hanging Judge to wander through with a bottle of
whiskey in one hand and a hanging rope in the other, as he administered justice
with his Law West of the Pecos. The Western artifacts looked like those in the
Ft. Caspar, Wyoming museum. One six-shooter pretty much looks the same as
another. Horseshoes don’t vary in shape. Imagination takes over. Forget the
Made in Taiwan genuine whatever as the cash registers ring. Close your eyes.
That’s where the Judge sat. Maybe his ghost is living its eternity in West
Texas with the souls of the men he hung just a few miles West of the
Pecos.
Time
to hit the trail. Buy some liquid hay for the Bronco, enough to keep it going
for another five hundred miles. Ought to make Big Bend by early evening. No
sleeping bags nor camping equipment, just some oranges and graham crackers and
beef jerky and some water. Who knows? Maybe tonight the Bronco will be my
campground, but that’s several hours away. I won’t have many hours to spend in
Big Bend, but at least will have an idea what it looks like, and I always can
come back later when I have more time. Eight years later, as I write this,
guess I just haven’t found the time. Big Bend is still on my Gonna List.
In
West Texas, one can drive for miles without seeing anyone. I might have been
out of radio range, or just wanted to serenade my horse, my faithful Bronco.
Sometimes, when I am driving alone, I sing. Nobody criticizes my voice nor
tells me about buckets nor tells me I don’t have the words right. I guess when
I say I sing, I am using the wrong choice of words. Beller is a better choice
of words. Sometimes I beller the same words and the same tune over and over.
Sometimes I make up words. I am not sure that I have the correct spelling of
beller, but I like the way it looks on the computer machine, so I am going to
leave it that way. In West Texas, nobody cares how you spell beller. You can
beller and nobody complains. You can almost drive as fast as you want if you
don’t have somebody indicating to you that it would have been to your financial
advantage to have slowed down before he caught you with the radar gun that
operates at the speed of light. When one is bellerin’ at ninety miles an hour
on an empty and lonely stretch of West Texas highway, one doesn’t expect to see
a hitchhiker sneak out of the mesquite trees and wave him down. So I put the
Bronco in Whoa gear, stopped the bellerin’, and decided to give the man a ride
who has forever influenced my attitude of picking up hitchhikers.
The
two piles of grass and alfalfa that fell out of his shoes indicated he had been
sleeping in other places than Broncos or in cheap motels. My keen sense of
smell detected other signs that cheap motels with working showers were out of
his price range. His tour package of West Texas is not printed in the brochures
found in travel offices; had it been printed, it would have said, “Meals not
included”. When I asked him if he was hungry, he gave me one of his few smiles,
and it was adios for most of the oranges and crackers.
We
spoke very few words. I tried to converse with him, but he spoke very little
English. He was a Mexican, heading back to Mexico. That in itself is unusual,
because in that part of Texas, that close to the Border, the Mexicans are
travelling North. During the course of the day, I did learn that he had three
children, and it had been eight months since he had seen them. As we drove
along, he opened up one of those envelopes banks give out from drive-up windows
that I had on the front seat, and gave a look of disgust upon finding it empty.
His clothes were the typical white pullover shirt and baggy pants that Mexicans
are often stereotyped as wearing. Only he wasn’t the typical Mexican just
trying to make a living to feed his family.
I
have the impression that he had just been released, or had just escaped from
jail. His dark eyes were cold, hard, suspicious. The tattoos on his arms and
hands were homemade. On his right inside forearm a two-inch beetle had eight
legs. Across the top of his right hand was a name that I couldn’t read. In the
soft area of skin between his left thumb and index finger was an upside-down
cross, with two dots on either side of the crossbar. If the cross had been
right side up, the dots would have been above the crossbar. We were about two
hundred miles from Big Ben, the only people on the highway. When I saw the
upside-down cross, I had cold shivers, but I didn’t know why.
We
drove in silence. My few attempts at conversation were met with hostile
resistance. I didn’t know where to leave him. Along the way, I saw some signs
for some colorful rocks, or a waterfall. I don’t remember what it was. I turned
in there, because I thought other people might be there. It was deserted. I
took a couple of photographs of something, while he waited in the Bronco. I
made a futile attempt to conceal my anguish. In hindsight, he probably would
have asked me to stop and let him out if I had started bellering again. At that
point I was concerned about my safety. But nothing happened. We drove to Big
Bend without incident.
He
seemed agitated when I drove to the park headquarters. I paid five dollars for
the entrance fee, while he waited outside. Since I planned on staying at Big
Bend, I thought I would drop him off at Terlingua, the next town. But it was a
desolate town, and I didn’t want to leave him in the middle of nowhere. The
next town was Lajitas, which is a town right on the Rio Grande River. It is a
small resort town. I knew the guy didn’t have any money, but I was hungry by
that time, and figured he was too. As uncomfortable as I felt around him, I
just couldn’t drop him off and then go and enjoy a good dinner. I asked him if
he was hungry, and he said in broken English, “A little bit”. After three or
four hours with this guy, I figured another half an hour wouldn’t make much
difference.
This
was Memorial Day weekend, time for the RV crowd to visit Big Bend. The town has
an old Western flavor, with only one restaurant. The hostess seated us in back,
where we had to walk in front of the RV crowd. Everybody stared. In perfect
English, he ordered a chicken-fried steak. I had fajitas in the town of
Lajitas, which I thought sounded poetic. While we were waiting for the food to
be served, he did something I shall never forget. He took a fork off the table
and started combing his black bushy hair. He jerked the fork hard several times
to untangle his matted hair. Everybody stared. Then very deliberately, he
slithered the fork into his pants pocket. I made the most classic statement:
“Put the fork back on the table. I will buy you a comb.” His eyes twisted into
something dark and evil. “No.” “Put the
fork back.” “No.” Shortly after that,
the food came. We ate in silence.
That
really angered me. Earlier in the day, I had even thought of driving him
further down the road. All of a sudden, that fork became a weapon. I could
almost feel it in my ribs. We walked out to the cash register, where I wanted
to pay a dollar extra for the fork, but he was right by my side. I fully
expected to be arrested for being an accomplice to this guy stealing a fork.
Once outside, I walked to the right side of the Bronco, grabbed the rest of the
oranges and the crackers, and gave them to him. He said, again in very good
English, “Where are you going?” I said, “I am going to Big Bend. I don’t care
where you go.” He whined, “Look man, I don’t have no money.” So I gave him five
or ten dollars. I just wanted to be rid of him.
Once I
left there, I kept on going. I did not stop at Big Bend. I kept checking my
rear view mirror to see if some sheriff was going to arrest me for this guy
stealing a fork. I drove to Alpine, passing through an Immigration checkpoint
without any problems. But I just knew they had radioed ahead to the sheriff in
Alpine. In Alpine, I found another cheap motel. The next day, I drove back
home, without bellering, contemplating the previous day.
At
work the next day, I was laughing about it. Especially about him combing his
hair with a fork. Israel Vinces, one of the guys I worked with, had been born
in Mexico, and told me that I really didn’t want to know about his tattoos.
When I convinced him to tell me, he said, “Matthew, there is a gang of people
who go up and down the Mexican border who are devil worshippers. That is why
they have the upside-down cross tattooed on their left hand. The two dots are
snake eyes. They find innocent people, kill them, and mutilate their bodies. If
you had driven him further, they may never have found your body. He probably
all ready figured out where to sell your Bronco.”
For
a long time, the people at work teased me about this guy combing his hair with
a fork. Nine months later, the local TV news told a story of a college kid on
Spring Break whose mutilated body was found along the Mexican border, killed by
devil worshippers who had upside-down crosses and two dots tattooed on their
left hands. My blood ran cold. My Guardian Angel had protected me on Memorial
Day weekend, from a
man that I now realize had every intention of killing me.
The Only Time Someone Pulled a Knife on Me
[Matt Nelson picked me up hitchhiking in Montana a few months ago. He emailed me some of his short stories for me to read. My Sheep Hear My Voice ]
This comment was posted 27 December 2013 on my blog The Road; the title of the post was "My Sheep Hear My Voice":
ReplyDeleteHope you had a Merry Christmas, Tim. A few months ago I picked you up near Three Forks and dropped you off at the Townsend library. We talked about faith, and you told me about your two books. When my daughters asked me what I wanted for Christmas I told them, so on Christmas morning I opened the package my oldest daughter sent with both books. I finished reading and thoroughly enjoyed …Freight Train by the time we sat down for dinner, and finished Drifter at 1:30 AM this morning – should say yesterday morning. My daughter also gave me “Journey Toward Eternal Life Alaska Style” by Erwin N. Hertz SR., which I finished this evening and recommend to you. If you gave me your email address by responding to my email address, I would like to send you a few fairly short stories I have written about some of my own adventures on the road. Now that I have your website booked-marked, I will be following your journeys much closer. Thank you for spreading the Word.
God Bless,
Matt